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nor did I want her to live for me. I did, however, as any loving mother would, want her to be close to me and to be a part of my life, as did her father.
My ex-husband and I lived in neighboring states. He reasoned that she had lived with me for the first fourteen, soon to be fifteen, years of her life. For the remainder of her life, her father wanted her close to him, which is perfectly understandable. The problem with that scenario for me is that I have missed a substantial part of her life.
This beautiful woman now lives far from me in that other state. The opportunity to be able to hear my door opening and hear her striking voice tell me she is visiting for a few minutes is missed.
The justification in life's dealings is that all life's tragic events only serve to make us grow. That is what we are here for. If everything were magical and beautiful all the time, we would take life for granted and spirituality would not be needed.
Living with this answered prayer, my best advice to another is, always be careful what you ask for. Your prayers will be answered, but you may not like the way in which they are.
Using Meditation with Open Eyes
Meditation can be employed to benefit the body, mind and spirit. Going within to comprehend who we are can be beneficial and medicinal.
There is no right or wrong way to meditate. Sometimes just the idea of meditation can summon the psychic sensation you're looking for. The purpose of meditation in a psychic sense is to receive knowledge above normal sensory expectations. Once you understand that you can produce this information by concentration through meditation, you might become more aware that you don't need to perform a task such as a long meditation to receive psychic data. Instead, processing psychic details is as easy as thinking once you become comfortable with the information you're receiving.
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